This post was written on March 25,2017 before I left the homeless shelter for the Apt.I have now. I’ve been here about 3 weeks,and I’ve already put my last post here as I said I would when I moved it of that he’ll hole place.. I had this post private for awhile then decided today to make it public It’s a venting type post about the type of people that constantly scam or think up scams to try out. No wonder most landlords won’t consider a homeless person, Honestly if I ever own a building I’ll do every sort of research possible then STILL think long and hard about it. I’m also going to say that NOT ALL are like the majority of trash in there. I myself am not, I lost my home due to getting behind on the rent and the landlord wanted to sell very quickly to begin with. But sadly MOST WOMEN NO MATTER THEIR AGE OR RACE ARE PURE TRASH. I’m also going to make this a ‘sticky post’.
This post is a rant on the players of the various systems, the ones that think they are SO very good at deception.
However, before I start my rant, I want to tell my followers and others that read this that **drum roll please !!.**
In regards to my housing, it is almost a reality. My housing worker took me to meet my new landlady and to look at a model of the apartment I’ll have. All I have to do now is wait for C.M.H.A. to do their inspection on my apartment then after they complete that I will be moving in with a day or so. This should be taking place by the end of this coming week.
I’m beyond happy about this, it’s a really great apartment, it’s new and nice, it comes with appliances and some furnishings also.
The biggest thing for me is that as a cancer survivor I worry so much about wasting what time I’ve been given. That’s another reason I’m very greatfull for this place, I’ll get a chance to start living my life again, as it’s virtually been put on “hold” since I came to the shelter.
Cancer survivors don’t take life for granted anymore. It’s a huge fear for all of us that the cancer will come back and kill us this time. No one that’s never been through it can possibly understand.
Cancer survivors worry about wasting the time our doctors bought us….
Alright readers…here’s where my rant starts; Those of us that truly need our S.S.I. and disability worry that the funds will go away and we will loose OUR only form of income. I lost my breast and muscles from my back, my upper chest and my left upper arm in order to get all the cancer out. I’d let it go till it had taken over my whole breast, and it was spreading into all the lymp nodes under my arms. I need my income,as do others with real issues.
There’s ALOT of people in shelters and out that are faking mental problems trying to get S.S.I.
My anger and disgust has reached an all time high because of the situation below I’m going to describe for you.
There’s so many women at the shelter that do nothing but drink/do drugs or they are stealing to buy those items or more likely they use their ssi/money family give them not knowing they will be drinking and/or drugging with it!. One woman in particular brags right to my face about how great she is at playing the system,she told me she went to the psych doctor and “ got her crazy on“.
Everytime she comes in drunk on her ass she will ask me several times ” you can’t tell I’m drinking can you? “. Before I can answer her, she starts in about how she’s so good at hiding it that no one knows!.
At least the majority of the shelter’s residents aren’t almost 60 years old and still thinking it’s cool to play people and put on a act of being crazy to get Social Security. Or thinking like a teen-ager,telling another shelter resident that she should make sure she’s got a cool drinking cup in there. That one should make themselves seem “cool” in the eyes of the other women in there!. The woman she was talking to is half her own age!.
A normal person would ask themselves – ‘don’t they understand how blessed they are to not need it.?.
The answer is that they DO know, they are just the types that are extremely lazy, they want everything handed to them. The worst part is when they actually TELL me that they are playing the system in order to get disability. Even though they know I rightfully get it.
She’s is so much of a narcissist…
She tells me and others in our dorm she’s the ” family over achiever “!. Makes ya wonder if the rest of her family lives under a bridge huh? lmao!.
Another one is that all the men she’s ever been involved with were very wealthy. Then there’s the one she tells about how she helped these men build their businesses into what they are today and that without her the businesses wouldn’t be successful. Of course no one believes her and we talk amongst ourselves about her outlandish bullshit lies that she’s always telling.
When she’s drunk she’s even worse, seems to think she learned so much about a computer and computer code all because she took a course in Microsoft Word and Power Point. I’ve tried to tell her that I know those programs,which should make her realize that I know she’s full of shit. It doesn’t though.
She took a space in those classes away from someone that really needed it to help get a job. It was offered JUST for that reason, she took it though not because she meant to get a job, but only because the classes gave refurbished computers to the students and because they would also geta voucher for clothing to wear to interviews.
Well, a couple weeks before graduation she was asked by a teacher or someone connected to the class if she was really using this to get a job or not. She said she told the woman that she was doing it for something to do and that she was waiting for the appeal on her application for SSI disability. Then she not only didn’t get the voucher for the computer she didn’t get the clothes voucher either.
When she mentioned that to me, I asked her ” do you think she asked you if you intended to use what you learned to help get a job or not ws really an attempt to weed out the ones just doing it for the computer?”. she said ” oh, no, of course not!”. She has to understand though, these people and the others that she thought she was so cleverly fooling know exactly what she’s doing.
She thinks that when these people do the background checks such as for the apartments and social security. That they JUST check to see if you have felonies,evictions etc on your record.
She refuses to believe that they can and WILL check into what it was you did to get the felony(s). That is a way to find out what sort of person you are. Your crimes describe what sort of person you are. NOw take ME for instance,I was a heroin addict prior to oct.2008 and my crimes reflected that. I had several soliciting charges,one 5th degree felony ( a 5th degree is the LOWEST felony there is,below it is a misdemeanor). I have NO violent charges, no charges that show I robbed anyone whether by way of usual methods or taking monies that I was in charge of disbursing to someone.
After her drunken ass came in friday night acting even more disgusting than usual I stopped speaking to her, I just can not stand her anymore. I knew she went into a rehab but that she didn’t stop drinking, I gave her the benefit of the doubt on that. Until friday night she told me that the rehab was also another thing she did to ply the system, she said she felt it would make her a better candidate for housing. I’m purely disgusted by her. I’ve in a manner cut her right out of my life. After this weekend I’ve totally stopped speaking to her,she angered me so badly sitting out in the smoking area in front of about twenty residents and a staff member talking very loudly about how she’s playing everyone,how going into rehab was just a ploy to get housing,she asked me drunkenly if I really believe SHE’S crazy?.
Before I could answer she’s saying no, she’s not,she’s fooled them just like the housing workers and the rehab people!.
Then she started being snarky about how if I know so much about computers why don’t I set u a website to sell the jewelry I’m staying about making.I told her that I DO have.website,tHIS one. She. said Oh,that’s just a blog, nothing technical. LMAO! SHE seems to think putting a memory card into a phone is a huge technical thing,she was beating about moving stuff into it.
Which ANYONE knows even very young child knows that putting a memory card into a device and moving items onto it that it’s merely CHILD’S PLAY!. She doesn’t understand that in speaking as if the memory card is highly technical showed just how LITTLE she actually knows about any sort of device – even a silly Obama phone that was new about 7-8 years ago!.
Now to just get out of the shelter so I don’t have to even look at her or hear her voice.
One staff ( i won’t name her but I will say she’s been there about 10 years from what she’s told us,) after being stopped in the hallway by the person I’m speaking on who wanted to ask her a question.
When she walked off that female staff actually PHYSICALLY SHUDDERED, Yes, that’s how disgusting she is!. That the staff was like EWWW!!!
It’s the level of GALL they have that makes me so angry and so disgusted!.
After I post my last post here with images of my new apartment after I move in, I’m going to stop posting here.
I want to start a blog that’s a happy place. I love photography TVand the paranormal. Which has compelled me to decide on a website that’s going to allow me more control over the embedding of elements and more control over the HTML in the site. That’s why I’m going to set up a new site at Squarespace. I’ve also got some plans to make handmade jewelry and sell it on Etsy. After I’m in my apartment I’ll have plenty of privacy and peace and quite above all else to make the jewelry.
A few months ago I started buying the items needed to do this but the shelter is great place to have all your belongings stolen and people there will watch you just to see what you’ve got that they can steal to use or sell.
Another thing I want to do is to write an ebook about my fight against cancer while at the same time having to stop an 18 year heroin addiction to even be able to undergo cancer treatment. I’m going to publish it with Kindle,I’ve started working on a draft of it on Microsoft Word.
This Image was included because it reminds me so much of some of the lazy LUSHES that lay on their butts every minute they can. Some are disgusting without being drunk on their asses. But when coupled with booze they actually make me sick at my stomach!